My Uncomfortable Mind

     I had been feeling good for a couple of weeks.  I was so happy and amazed.  My mother, said that I sounded happy and “chipper”.  I had thought that I was moving forward again, in life.      But within a few days, I felt as if a…

     There are times, when I feel down, depressed, overwhelmed and I have absolutely nothing that I can do, or want to do.   On these days, I watch a fair amount of television, often talk shows,       Well, late last week, and today, a famous Psychologist,…

     I went into a hospital’s Psychiatric Unit, at the end of September.  I stayed in-patient for 8 days. During this time, I went for several Electro-Convulsive Therapy treatments.  In the past more primitive, less empathetic years, it was called “Shock Treatments”  After I left the hospital, I went…

     Have I ever mentioned before, that I have a Facebook Page, also called “My Uncomfortable Mind”?  Feel free to check it out.  Sometimes I post articles, and also updates, about myself.      I recently posted some information on my Facebook Page, that I had not mentioned in…

     At my last visit to my Psychiatrist, she eliminated one type of antidepressant, and added a tranquilizer to take once a day.  In some ways, I feel calmer.  But it has been a long, rough stretch of time.      I am able to sleep now….THANK YOU LORD,…

Dear Lord, when I am warmed, by Your Son, and the beauty of life, please hear my silent praises of        inner-peace and joy, Dear Lord, when the night becomes dark, and I am alone, with only You, please enjoy my        thoughts, and hear my…

     I have been feeling rather confused lately.  I have had high anxiety, fear, depression.  I have been hearing sounds, that just aren’t real.  I panic when I have audio halluncinations.  I feel immence fear, becase I feel that my mind is fucking with me.  Why wasn’t I born…

     These  last 2 weeks, have been torturous, for me., thanks to PTSD.  I had been having a lot of nightmares about my father, and my  ex, who thankfully, went back, to his home town, in Italy, after I was forced to get a Protective Order against my ex…

     It has been over a year since my first hospitalization in March of 2014.  I had lost 40 pounds of weight from not eating much of 2013.  I hadn’t had a good  night’s sleep in 2013.  I’d go to bed, toss and turn, and get up by 3…

     Forgive me for not writing in a while.  Since my illnesses of Schizoaffective disorder, Panic Disorder, & Post Traumatic Stress Disorder have struck me, again, in March, 2014, I have not been the same.  I go through some content passages, but I always end up feeling out of…