I was 18 years old. I had my first full time job. I called my half- sister and told her about our father’s sexual abuse on me and asked her if this had happened to her. Well, the shit hit the fan. My father would not allow me contact with her, or my half- brother. Over the years, I have had nightmares, flashbacks, etc. I know, now that, my father sexually assaulted, ALL of us children. As my mother said: “Your father only likes children until they are about 5 years old and then , only if they are giving him sexual favors “. To my father’s 2nd wife..you should be ashamed and disgusted about how you stayed in that marriage and let my siblings endure abuse. You are as guilty as Dad. I bet you don’t even protect your grandchildren from your husband. I don’t know how you sleep at night. We were all tortured whether we remember it or not and you didn’t do a thing to stop it. God help you. Daddy can burn in Hell. And you are just as evil.
Hello,
I’m Christine
My name is Christine and I am almost 45 years old. This is my very first blog. I am writing because I feel like I am living in a closet. But I am not gay, I am mentally ill, I have Schizoaffective Disorder. I also have PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). Not many people know this about me. I have been fearful of “coming out”, because, frankly, the human population has not always been kind to people with mental illness. But isn’t it time that we come to accept all of our bothers & sisters, regardless of their differences?
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