My Uncomfortable Mind

Sometimes you have so many thoughts in your head, things that are real and truthful. But the scared parts of your brain, you try to repress it, and there is no resolution. Your mind only contains the scariest, hidden memories. All I can do is pray and try to forgive…

      Today is Easter Sunday, April 21, 2019.      I had a wonderful  Easter with my husband, my in-laws, and my nieces.       Leading up to it, the days before, was pure Hell.  I spent yesterday morning, the day before Easter, in the Emergency Room.…

   I have been trying to write new posts, but I feel will like I have failed.  For over a year.    I have been self-absorbed, in my physical health.    But truthfully, I have been suffering, emotionally and mentally.     Physically, I have had Diabetes Type 2 for…

     I was hospitalized, for the third time this year, just 2 weeks ago.   My second kidney infection in 4 months.   My physician is not happy.   I can only say, that, I am so happy to be alive.  In December, 2017, I developed  Pneumonia.   In January, 2018, I developed…

     All through the physical ailments that life has subjected me to, recently, I have been haunted about a life I led almost 30 years ago.      I met a really adorable Italian guy in my early 20’s.  I knew exactly when I became pregnant.   Then one morning…

p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px ‘Helvetica Neue’; color: #454545} I haven’t written, in this blog,  entitled : “My Uncomfortable Mind”, in almost a year.   Yeah, I am disappointed in myself.   The truth is, that I felt shitty for most of this time period,   I did not have…

     The frequency of my blog, has slowed down, over time.   I desire to write positive things, but I am suffering, deep within my soul, from negative things.      It started several months ago.  A close friend of mine had been seriously assaulted,  her head bashed onto the…

     A lot has been happening to me, physically, emotionally and mentally.   I have been vomiting just about every  day.  But what is most concerning, has been sleep disturbances.  I see strange creatures crawling the walls, while awakening.  I have hallucinated also strange boys in my  bedroom.  …

     Oh my Lord, I am calling to you again.      My husband knew of a friend,  a friend  of his sister, named D…She had been married for 20 years to an asshole.     After her divorce,  She got involved with a guy that,  I will  only…

     I have been suffering, within.   My husband, and I,  came home from, Jamaica, about a month ago. It was a magnificent vacation.  But for some reason, I ache within.   I want to go back.      The water, and the beach, at our resort, was so…