My mother is a narcissist. She doesn’t accept my heartbreak, doesn’t accept my sadness. She spent the majority of my childhood, from 9 years old until I was in my 30’s, as a drunk. My father is also a psychopath, a sadistic abusive father. I am blamed for their failures, as parents. It is so hard to want to live, to feel accepted. It’s so difficult, so devastating, not feeling love from my own mother and father. They lie about their crimes of sickening intent. I don’t think that they will ever accept their crimes and the devastation that they have caused. Pray for those that have suffered similarly, please.

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