I, am still not, feeling, my happiest. I am still dragging along through life. I feel irritable and quiet, detached from a lot of life. I have been trying to remain active, even though, I don’t want to be. I want to curl up in bed and sleep, for however long, it takes until I feel better.
Physical complications have arrived. My Doctor thinks that I am having an allergic reaction to one of my medications. I have a rash in my inner thighs, and intense muscle soreness. My cholesterol drug was eliminated because my Doctor thinks, that it is the culprit. But one of my antipsychotic/antidepressant’s dosage was lowered, because one of the side-effects is muscle soreness. If I don’t feel better in a week, I may have to see a Rheumatology Doctor.
I am worried about the dropping of the dosage in the psyche med, because I am feeling depressed. I am worried about my performance at work this week, because I have such a physical job, and I am so uncomfortable and sore.
But I will get through this somehow.
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I’m Christine
My name is Christine and I am almost 45 years old. This is my very first blog. I am writing because I feel like I am living in a closet. But I am not gay, I am mentally ill, I have Schizoaffective Disorder. I also have PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). Not many people know this about me. I have been fearful of “coming out”, because, frankly, the human population has not always been kind to people with mental illness. But isn’t it time that we come to accept all of our bothers & sisters, regardless of their differences?
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