I have not felt like myself, this past few days.  I feel anxious, nervous, exhausted and physically uncomfortable.  I am completely unenthusiastic about life.  I keep trying to do normal things, like shop, but unfamiliar places make me panic inside.  I tried to bake a cake but felt panicky and paralyzed for fear of making a mistake on the instructions.  Whenever I go anyplace within just a couple of hours, I feel overwhelmed and feel that I must return home immediately. My body aches.  I fear that this is the beginning of something bigger and worse.  But I am praying that this will pass as quickly as it came.

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    I am praying for you, may you find your peace soon.

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    Thank God for people like you, who care enough to pray, for people like me.

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I’m Christine

My name is Christine and I am almost 45 years old. This is my very first blog. I am writing because I feel like I am living in a closet. But I am not gay, I am mentally ill, I have Schizoaffective Disorder. I also have PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). Not many people know this about me. I have been fearful of “coming out”, because, frankly, the human population has not always been kind to people with mental illness. But isn’t it time that we come to accept all of our bothers & sisters, regardless of their differences?

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