I am feeling so lost, lately.   I had been hopspitalized 5 or 6 weeks, ago, on a Psychiatric Unit., in an excellent hospital.   I chose Electro-Convulsive Therapy, because it had made a positive results.in tthe past.
      After a month or so, I became terrified, and could not make myself go back.
      Beth Isreal Deacnoess Medical Center, did an excellent job treating me   with Electro-Convulsive Therapy..   A former hospital where Electro-Convulsive Therapy was performed on me, they didn’t apply enough General Anesthesia, and I believe  it lead to my phobia of ECT.
     I shall try to have deep faith.

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I’m Christine

My name is Christine and I am almost 45 years old. This is my very first blog. I am writing because I feel like I am living in a closet. But I am not gay, I am mentally ill, I have Schizoaffective Disorder. I also have PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). Not many people know this about me. I have been fearful of “coming out”, because, frankly, the human population has not always been kind to people with mental illness. But isn’t it time that we come to accept all of our bothers & sisters, regardless of their differences?

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