I’m really struggling, to write this blog. I feel like I’m pushong a giant boulder, uphill.. I simply do not know what to write.
Before, most of my blog entries, just oozed out of my soul. New Psychiatric medications have found me with twitching fingers, spelling wrong letters. I am also having trouble with comprehension, meaning, I have to read sentances over and over.
I am starting to do better, I do not have paranoia, or auditory halluciations, lately. I am sleeping very well now, which has significantly helped my state of mind. I have been having negative dreams every night, however they are not nightmares. I still feel sensitive and vulnerable inside. And I have no appetite.
I have a bit of a ways to go, but I feel optimistic.
Hello,
I’m Christine
My name is Christine and I am almost 45 years old. This is my very first blog. I am writing because I feel like I am living in a closet. But I am not gay, I am mentally ill, I have Schizoaffective Disorder. I also have PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). Not many people know this about me. I have been fearful of “coming out”, because, frankly, the human population has not always been kind to people with mental illness. But isn’t it time that we come to accept all of our bothers & sisters, regardless of their differences?
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